There are disappointments also

My second male lover lived locally to me; we met through GMM. We exchanged messages before we spoke on the phone. It was electric right from the start and I knew that I would let him do whatever he wanted to me. He came to my house two evenings later and no sooner than I had locked the door, he hugged me and began kissing me. I can’t tell you how nice that was. I am not a sissy, but I like my top to take charge straight away, and boy, he did that. He had my trousers off, my underpants down and he was playing with my cock as though he had done so a thousand times before. He took me upstairs and laid me on the bed, kissing, fondling and showing me that he was a real man. He wasn’t very big - about 4 inches - but that pleased me as almost every occasion prior to him hurt me. He was very hard, very stiff. He lubed me up and I willingly spread my legs in submission awaiting his first thrust. As he was putting the condom on, he came with a burst, showering me with his warm semen. I felt flattered but frustrated as I wanted him inside me. He cleaned me up and then he brought me to a lovely orgasm with his skilful hands. We met up a few times after that, but as soon as he entered me, he came. He filled several condoms but never managed to take advantage of me as I so dearly wanted him too. Nice chap, but no control, sadly.